Time to stop slacking....Memories...

Mood: Alittle foul
Weather: Fine
Tune: Gaul Dong Hwa - Prayer


When I was taking my shower just now, a sudden thought came into my mind telling me that I should start doing something or else, I'll be like wasting my time thoughout the entire holiday. Since I'm trying to quit smoking now, I intended to go jogging everyday except for like Sunday? Haa.. I don't know. Perhaps prepare myself for national service ba.

Well, today I woke up around 5.30pm (haa, very late rite? First time sleep till this hour). Hmmz, after took my shower and continuing blogging. Sad, couldn't get what I want for my templates... Argh... But nevermind, will try to improve it. Tomorrow have to call one of the agent from Century 21 regarding about the training course.

So many things coming out during this month and really gives me headache. Everyday, I see mum staying in her room till 5-6pm then come out to check whether my maid has come already. After that, she starts to slack in the living room. Been wondering for years what has got into my mum that made her change so much. From a career woman, now to a so called sick-woman I known. Where has all her determination and motivation gone? Or I have to admit that my mum is old? I really don't know. Seeing her everyday in her room, complaining that she is sick or whatsoever makes me mad each time. Why can't she just go out, shopping, go for mahjong games, get on with her work, meet clients etc etc...? I don't think that she should carry on like that even till we move to our new house. I hate to see her like this. Worst of all, I HATE my dad!!! Because of this foolishness act, my family will not have to end like this. Thanks to you Dad! You'll have your retribution. Even so many years had passed, I'll not forget why and how you left us. And you're not forgiven in anyway.

My family changed, and so do I. To be the better or worst? I don't know. But perhaps, changed to one that is alittle more to the evil side....